All right, now honestly!!! I think it is ridiculous, but I am struggling so much more then I even expected with the fact that I am having another boy! ANOTHER VERY HEALTHY BOY!!! I know how many people struggle to have kids and how dang blessed I am but I just never pictured my life without my own baby girl! After it set in last night I turned into a big bawl baby! Chase was so sweet and tried his ALL too help me cheer up and get over it! He kept saying "you need to be happy the baby is healthy!" Then I would just cry harder cause I fully realize this is just selfish!!! Then he finally said something that made it okay, he said "hunny if it was our 4th girl you were pregnant with, I am sure I would feel the same way" I asked him if he would push for a 5th and he said " for sure"! I am definitely not thinking of a 5th right now. I am feeling done!!! I know that I will be madly in love with this baby, even before he comes into this world I am just being a brat for the moment! I was just truly not expecting this emotion! I felt prepared and convinced it was a boy! Anyway, I apologize for not answering and returning phone calls last night! I was pretty much a mess!
10 years ago
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I personally think that there are some young girls out there who are going to need an awesome mother-in-law someday. If they marry Ash,Bry,Trae,or baby Morrell, they will hit the JACKPOT!!!
Don't feel like you're being selfish! It is perfectly normal to want a daughter. When I found out Tyler was a girl I cried for a whole day! Even though I would never change it I am so thankful to have him in our family. Even though I ended up having two girls, it is such a fun experience to do all the "girly" stuff. I hope that you will consider a fifth! Just don't do anything permenant and cross that bridge when you get to it!
Your not being selfish. What you are feeling is normal. I wanted a baby girl so bad I couldn't think straight. I know that what ever choice you make about your family you'll make the right one. Just look at me I got five boys and one girl. Life is just random sometimes. Good luck, being a mother to alot of boys takes a special person." Not talking about myself".
Amber
Texas has always been sensitive...Clark you need to tell me your boy creation secrets....
-Darrin
I am sorry that you feel so sad. But just think, when Ash and Avery get married you will have a great daughter! I hope that you know how special you are to raise your boys. They are sweet and kind and well behaved. Not just any mother can raise boys (basically I. am referring to me)
You really are normal. We all know you're going to be a great mom to boy #4, and you'll love him to pieces. Like everyone else said... you'll get to enjoy daughter-in-laws! Okay I know it's like 20 years a way, but lets just try to stay positive:)!
Congrats you little baby boy maker!!!
Congrats!!I can't believe you are prego again!!!! What an awsome mommy you are! Just think of how much fun all of your boys are going to have together!! Can you believe our babies are going to be one next week!!?? I can't believe how big Trae has gotten!
This is Cassie by the way :)
Congratulations on a baby boy! I think what your feeling is perfectly normal. Most people would love to have at least one of each. I'm sorry your a little sad right now. I'm sure that you will have the opportunity to have a baby girl in your family someday.
I know a sweet little family that has 4 little girls..I can hook you up for future "Daughters." Just keep thinking that this baby will be the one who is a billionaire and will give his mama anythng she wants or needs!
ps Five really isn't all that bad! Alot of work at first but worth it!
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